Zakierra Iddraqi
Our Story is like any other, I met my wife 6 years ago and we got married within 1 year of courtship, tragedi struck as my brother passed away 1 day after our wedding. We prevailed, although i was going half mad already by that time. Kierra came soon after and things started to get stable but then tragdy stuck again and my youngest brother, which was dignosed with cancer passed away.
Through out it all, i stumbled throught the world of parenthood and strive hard to provide the basics for my famliy, Iddraqi came along and completed the circle of my family. After much planning, me moved to A.Setar Kedah and i landed a job as an event manager in Sungai Petani. The whole family moved there, i can tell you it was so hard in the early days, trying to balance stuff and provide support for the family but with god's help we manage to secure ourselves and a job opening came for my wife, which i gave her my blessing to take. Little did i know that this would change the whole course of our journey and without giving any sordid details, lets just say that arguments and fights broke out because of she wanted her freedom and the crux of it all when last night at 8.15pm despite my pleadings and warning she left the house with 3 bags full, this was of course done in front of the kids. i wonder how could a mother put her pride or ego over the love of the children, esp.when i had said unless she come back to the house and resolve this matter, she wont see the kids BUT sad to say she left anyway in a red car of her friend.
Today,i am bombarded by phone calls and sms by her wanting to see or talk to the kids. I am firm to say that she gave up that right and the family when she CHOSSE to walk out on us. so here we are now.....
As i am writing this, kierra is asleep now and iddraqi is asleep as well. Kierra finally agreed to let me put diapers on her coz she wets herself when she sleeps and wakes up crying due to her covered in her urine..lol a sight to see. Iddraqi is as cheerful as ever partly of the facts that my parents decided to come and lend me thier moral support in these troubled times, when i look at my kids, i feel a big knot coming over me because i dont know what to tell them when they ask where their mother went. Kierra is always asking "Mummy still work walid?" "Why mummy gone?" how do i answer this 3 year old daughter of mine?(she will be 4 soon) sadness engulfs me and i do find solance in God and the love of my children... this blog is my testiment to them..i shall try to update it daily and soon provide a video (youtube FTW) and a picture gallery (go go picassa) and as we three journey through life, we welcome you to join us for the trip...
wasalam.
Through out it all, i stumbled throught the world of parenthood and strive hard to provide the basics for my famliy, Iddraqi came along and completed the circle of my family. After much planning, me moved to A.Setar Kedah and i landed a job as an event manager in Sungai Petani. The whole family moved there, i can tell you it was so hard in the early days, trying to balance stuff and provide support for the family but with god's help we manage to secure ourselves and a job opening came for my wife, which i gave her my blessing to take. Little did i know that this would change the whole course of our journey and without giving any sordid details, lets just say that arguments and fights broke out because of she wanted her freedom and the crux of it all when last night at 8.15pm despite my pleadings and warning she left the house with 3 bags full, this was of course done in front of the kids. i wonder how could a mother put her pride or ego over the love of the children, esp.when i had said unless she come back to the house and resolve this matter, she wont see the kids BUT sad to say she left anyway in a red car of her friend.
Today,i am bombarded by phone calls and sms by her wanting to see or talk to the kids. I am firm to say that she gave up that right and the family when she CHOSSE to walk out on us. so here we are now.....
As i am writing this, kierra is asleep now and iddraqi is asleep as well. Kierra finally agreed to let me put diapers on her coz she wets herself when she sleeps and wakes up crying due to her covered in her urine..lol a sight to see. Iddraqi is as cheerful as ever partly of the facts that my parents decided to come and lend me thier moral support in these troubled times, when i look at my kids, i feel a big knot coming over me because i dont know what to tell them when they ask where their mother went. Kierra is always asking "Mummy still work walid?" "Why mummy gone?" how do i answer this 3 year old daughter of mine?(she will be 4 soon) sadness engulfs me and i do find solance in God and the love of my children... this blog is my testiment to them..i shall try to update it daily and soon provide a video (youtube FTW) and a picture gallery (go go picassa) and as we three journey through life, we welcome you to join us for the trip...
wasalam.
